I’m the type of a guy who’s more of a clingy/ needy type, I get sad when every time we don’t text sweet messages, or sometimes when I think you forgot to ask how my day and yours was. I don’t even know why am I making this right now. Maybe it’s because of the reason that every girl that I’ve had relationship before left me and i just got too fuckin’ cautious and observant of “signs”. I’m more of an attention seeker, I’d love to talk with you about all of the things about you, like how your day went by and so, how sweet was the last cake you tasted, how annoying your big bro is etc. I.. I just love to hear from you, your voice, it keeps me going through the whole week. We only meet once a week because we’re literally miles away from each other. Sometimes I think you don’t appreciate these small things, so much for being a female which they “said” would be the ones who’ll appreciate those kind of things. Why am I like this to you? It’s like, I’m so deep into you and the thought of you haunts me like a ghost, a beautiful ghost. Even when I am scared of you, your beauty makes me stare deep into your soul as if catching stars from the sky is possible. I wish that what I feel for you right now and everyday would be the same as what you’d feel about me like waking up in the morning and its already the thought of you that’s on my mind, and I quickly grab my phone to look for messages from you and as the day passes by there’s not an hour that passed without thinking of how your day is going as of the moment. And when it’s high time for the poison of tiredness and sleep to bite. It’s always you that I think of. Why? why am I too in love with you? it’s as if I can’t unlove you.